Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Gathering

Well...

Words can't describe my feeling now...

I'm just...

From tzeteng

Excited...

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Monday, November 17, 2008

It’s time to move on

All this while, I’ve given myself very little opportunities to slow down my life, sparing little moment for a sensible judgment over my past and present deeds. Well, I could use no words other than guilty and immature to describe my feeling. So often have I neglected to be a selfless person, refusing to put necessary efforts into some areas of life, being so consciously unethical, and even forgotten at times of the sweat, blood, and tears that were splashed on me by my parents, and my brother.

My attitude towards my anticipated achievements in life, has been extremely unethical until I paid no effort to push myself forward. I’ve been stuck for a long time wandering around in uncertainties, and without significant purposes. I didn’t live with clear conscience. I felt like half-conscious, knowing what was going wrong but did not take initiative to better it. I knew I was stepping on the wrong edge and yet I didn't sway.

I won't let this last for long. At least, I’ve come to understand my overall situation by now and hopefully I do learn something from it. It’s time for me to let something go and move on again.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Unlucky

Sometimes it feels like I'm the unluckiest person in the world, that everything seems like not going my side, love, friendship, study, financial, family and so on. It's pathetic to think like enduring the world that barely listen to what my mind has to say, and doesn't seem like understanding my situation, nor putting down their sake just for the sake of my goodness. Haih... the feeling is indescribable and unavoidable and I believe many people have had endured it before.

But the truth is that I don't really need to make people around me to be in my shoes just to let them know exactly how I feel. Life is never fair, and I'm the decider of my own fortune. I'm the one who should think for myself, understand my own situation and make things right instead of adhering with those negative thinkings. It's easy to fall into negative areas of thoughts, by turning things into woe, hatred and other negativities. When my best friend turns against me, I give a final solution to myself by hating him. When I fail big tests in life, I choose a negative solution, by turning moody. These are all not necessary afterall.

Negative thoughts arise very easily if I don't control them well. Since I've chosen to be a more sensitve thinker, I need to avoid myself from turning into a full negative thinker. Despite of facing difficulties and unfairness, I need to remind myself everyday if I'm still doing things the right ways, standing on the right tracks, and not to do anything sorry to my parents, my family and my friends.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Penang Trip

I haven’t been updating my blog for almost half year. Self-demotivated, unfilial, half conscious, and guilty are the words I will use to describe myself for the recent past. Anyway, it wouldn’t help much by lingering too much on the past. Mistakes done are done. The important thing is now, who I am now and the way I am dealing with myself right now. I am the constant reminder for myself, the right track keeper and also the decider of my own life. To do things the right way, to think in the right manner and to realize life’s a learning path are not easy things to accomplish, it needs great perseverance and we need to remind ourselves from time to time that we are on the right track. Don’t slip!

Last holiday (Hari Raya), a few of my old friends came to Penang and they are Su Han, Lee Ping, Maw Jin and another Su Han’s Friend, Pik Ching (Wrongly spelt). Su Han and her friend initially reached my campus and were brought for a short sight-seeing around the campus. We cycled around the campus. They were fortunate to have taken some memorable photos.


























Soon, we met up with Lee Ping and Maw Jin who stayed exactly on Penang Island, at Ying Ying’s Rented house. Haven’t had I mentioned that my campus is actually located about 1 hour distance from Penang Island, so we only waited till the next day before all the friends met up together. Lee Ping, MJ, Su Han and her friend were brought to quite some famous places, and they’ve basically tried most of the famous food. Hope they really enjoyed the trip. I’m not going to spend more time on describing what places have they visited and what have they done in Penang. The photos will tell.







































Before I forget,we also met Chee Yung and his girl friend. A group photo including Su Han and her friend, Lee Ping, Maw Jin, Siong Kai, Ying Ying, Chee Yung and his girl friend, and me! was taken just at the place we gathered. The person who took the group photo for us was one of our old friends who helped to arrange the entire trip. Yeah, those who joined the trip will definitely know who he is. Those who don't know, play the guess. He is too reluctant to take a single photo and that's why his photo is barely found here.



















Please don't hold a grudge against me! I know I didn't ask for permission before putting your photos on my blog, like I usually did.Hehe

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