Saturday, March 28, 2009

My Modified Watermark

The watermark created on the previous post was a bit too hard. Here's a new watermark which I feel is softer.

Friday, March 27, 2009

USM Polymer Eng Night 23 March

My funniest shot of the day, see this and find out what's weird.

I wouldn't have gone shooting at the event without the assistance of my master, Mr. Joshua.

*Update* added some photos stolen from Joshua's directory.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Can give me more strength?

I've been searching around every inch and every corner in myself and I couldn't find something beneath that can give me the inner strength to cope with my life today. I'm just an entirely weak and easily penetrated person.

Mum, Dad, I'm really sorry for what I've become today. I know you won't be reading my blog (and I hope you will never) , because I don't wish to share my disappointments with you, all I want is to share my success and glory with you, and I hope that day comes.

Right now, I'm just nothing but a failure. Yeah, I'm caged in negative thinking because I'm down, but still with clear conscience and not being too emotional, I'm just depressed... depressed of the way I am, because of the way things are... It's something that I couldn't control, and I'm not asking god to give me strength, not asking for a jump-over in life nor anything else. I just need time, time for me to alter my mistake, and to become a better person and most importantly, a better son.

I'm not writing this for consolation from anyone. It's just something that my disappointed heart wants to express so that at least, I'm still aware of what I am doing, and hopeful to be more motivated after writing this.

*Not asking God because I'm not a Christian. I'm a free thinker. Hehe.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


I wrote a blog 2 years ago, PEACE and while writing it I was in a conscious state and non-attached to the real situation. Until today, I've come across several situations that made me realise how weak and faulty I am, and that something is amiss in my life. I learn that I'm not good in controlling my emotion, I care too much about unnecessary things until it sometimes causes difficulties to others, and the direction towards the aim of my life, gets driven away easily when problems come. I realised them, and I hope I learn to overcome them, because if I don't, I will have a difficult life, so will I bring difficulties to others.

A close and old friend of mine ever told me this...

"If you're rushing unconsciously to feed your desire, the crucial period of your life may just end up faster." ... I was only able to discover the real meaning only in the recent years.

There's another friend who quoted that...

"Every scholar might have a very strong and high IQ, but they just might not have a good EQ, and the best way to not become emotional is by dragging yourself out from the problems causing it."

Sometimes we need to be emotional because we are all human, but it's really important that we know the boundary of our actions so that what we do when we are emotional does not badly affect other people and their life.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Playing with 85mm f1.8








8. This one I think the best (Photographed by Koon Teik)
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